Monday, November 3, 2008

* I know I can..... BE WHAT I WANNA BE*








IMAGINE this being you!?! In the spotlight, signing autographs, being exploited, partying the night away, admired by so many, yet hated by just as much... Dont you wish you were at every red carpet event!? I know I do. Big time. A position where my face and name were in lights. EVERY WHERE. But then, you gotta sit down and think.... who are you!? You sit here and wish you were this, and you were that... BUT.... dont spend your life wishing you were someone else, it'll waste the person you are. And that is how I have become that person I am. I can be the girl in this very picture, but without all the flashing lights. (ALthough I wouldnt mind it one bit!) I inspire so many thru 10 min. vids... I am able to CHANGE THE WORLD ONE FACE AT A TIME. Its my part in this world. Its what I can do to make this world a better place to live in. And by not wasting the person I am, I am making a difference and thanking the man up above for molding me. As should all of you. Even the haters, where would we be without you!? eh??


Lately I have really been soaking up all of the mail/messages that I have recieved. Since my Dez got sick, I've had to catch up on it. But a lot of it was GET WELL messages. My subbies forgot about my videos that they watch everyday and snapped into family mode. It meant a lot to me. I am ever so very grateful. Not only have I made friends and admirers, I have made family. ;) And if you are reading this, you either are one of my subbies, a blog follower, a friend, or a fuckin lurker who loves to hate me;) Either way, I truly love you all. The past 3 months of me making videos on YOUTUBE have changed me. Ive found my groove. I inspire. You know why!? Because I have passion for what I love and what I love is triggered by passion. And that is my art. My make up. My daughters. My BF. and all of YOU! THANK YOU!


So in closing, I would like to remind everyone that you are made the way you are on PURPOSE! Embrace it. Even if it is a snobby brat. You will find out why you are put on this earth. My loves, go be what you want! Fuck up over and over again. Thats how you learn. I know that I went thru tons of shit to get where I am at. Give women a good name and be strong! I love you all.

8 comments:

ecuadorable00 said...

things like this..what you have written are exactly why you are sooo loved by all your followers, including myself ofcourse, you have been my motivation to finally take action and go after what i want to do with my life, it took 26 yrs(my whole life) and not until i "met" you on YT did i wake up to my passion, my art...so i'm taking control and going to school to live what i've been day dreaming about till now...i've got the motivation;i've got the support and though we've never really met i owe much of it to you.. oh god here come the water works...boohoohoo...anyways just want to thank u for simply being you!!!

Bryani said...

I am one of the many people who has been inspired by you. Not just by your amazing makeup but by your soul. You are so beautiful both on the inside and the outside and you're giving women everywhere the boost of self-esteem they may lack, Thank you!!

justicefighter said...

Hey Rissaroser and Joser!

Marissa, you are such a beautiful person, inside and out. I think what people love most about you is that you are who you are unapologetically. Your words of wisdom express that very eloquently. I love watching your youtube videos whether makeup related or family oriented. May God Bless you and your family!! You're such a special person!

Sierra - Pixieprincess_17 said...

AWww so powerful Marissa :)

Melli Mell said...

I admire you for the things you say and the way you patray yourself. You are a strong woman and we need more like you on this earth. The place would be so much brighter. I say that as well to alot of people be happy of who you are because the only one in the end is you. No one makes us, we make ourselves. who we want to be. We just learn from others. Like me from you. I learn makeup. And patience. Something i have never paid attention to before. I used makeup up. but not as much as i do now. And it makes me feel better. You are a true artist. And i wish i had a friend like you around me. You are just so much fun to watch... And i miss you like you was my friend when there are no new videos. But I love your personality as well as your heart. Your great. And like a great movie, I can watch you over and over again and never get tired of seeing the same thing. I am a single mother of 4 kids (12,9,7,and a 3 month old baby). So my free time is watching your videos as much as i can. I can't get out much.. (not like i use to)... I just wanted to let you know that your work and videos is never wasted. I take it all in.. But all jokes aside. Your a angel!! And please don't stop doing videos. Even when your 80 years old. hahahahhaahahah. (J/K) Thanks Your admirer from all the way across the map (Worcester,MA) haha look it up i am literally across the map.
Melanie (Melli Mell)

Anonymous said...

WOW!! That is why we all Love you so much! You have a gift. THank you for inspiring me and making me feel like I can do, be anything. Gob Bless ya!!

Love, GDLgirlie

Kayla ba Bayla said...

Hi Marissa!!! I love your blogs and video. I am kayla! Hope all is well in Las Vegas. Check out my page! I did your bandana look for Halloween!

*Anamary* said...

Hi Marissa - Thank you so much for always being sooooo inspirational. I've been telling people for the past 3 years "To do what you’re passionate about". I love doing makeup & hair and that's what I'm working towards. Posts like this is why we all love you.
Thanks Chica! XOXO